Being Emotional

Im being trying to keep a brave front from the day mother inform that that my sis-in-law is pregnant and they had only been married since Nov 08 - I was crushed and I know mother was just being happy and not realising the impact on me ...

Initially I wanted to keep it from DH but I realised that I could not hold it any longer .... I had been moody and thinking about it the whole of ytd and finally decide to share with DH about it ... Even be4 I said anything, I started to cry and DH panicked as he thot that he had done sumtink wrong and only after I manage to stop crying and told him the news.... all he could say was, It not our luck yet and hopefully we will have our bundle of joy soon :)

He was just being him and trying his best to confort me ..... Phew I felt much better the moment I share with him and decide to focus on the coming months for IVF ... I know it is not gg to be easy but I am determined to go thru it .....

Had to go to SGH for scanning and blood test for LH, FSH, E2 .... keeping my fingers cross that it would be cleared and the team of doctors have the best option waiting for us.....