I left home yesterday feeling nervous and head for SGH with feeling of anxiety and hope .... had my blood test done and even met my doctor concerning my urine tract problem ... she as usual is anxious for me and hoping for the best for me ....
Reached home and waited and waited for the call and finally @ 1.58pm, Nurse Tan called me to inform that it was negative ... I was devastated and felt so lonely as Abg was working .... I cried and cried and decide that I shld not be @ home alone so I decide to attend the class test ... i attend the test with puffy eyes and luckily for me no one ask about it .....
I started crying the moment I reach home again and constantly asked myself what went wrong ... was it because I was walking too much or I was careless sumhow but I dun seems to find the answers ... mayb God had other plans for me as the saying goes mayb there is other blessings waiting for me .....
Finally, I cld cry to the fullest with dear hubby just now and he had assured me to try again once I'm ready ... I know I would take time to recover but eventually I would .... would have to c my doctor to decide on the next step and since I do not have any storage embroyos, I wld have to start fresh the next cycle once I'm ready... as for the meantime, I wld focus on building up myself and prepare myself for the next cycle ......
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